
they’ll make an effort to be in it. Don’t bother reserving space for someone who doesn’t make the effort to stay.
I hate having to lay in bed at night thinking about the thing’s I should have said in a conversation with someone, or something I shouldn’t have said. I hate being so careless on what I say, I hate thinking back and remembering that I did something I shouldn’t have done to someone, maybe said a joke that might have hurt them, or called them something I didn’t really mean. I hate my carelessness, I just want a night without thinking about how I fucked up.

